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modeste mignon-第23部分

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  matter to what heights a woman can rise by the inward poetry of

  her soul; she must sacrifice the outer signs of superiority on the

  altar of her home。 Her impulse; her genius; her aspirations toward

  Good; the whole poem of a young girl's being; should belong to the

  man she accepts and the children whom she brings into the world。 I

  think I perceive in you a secret desire to widen the narrow circle

  of the life to which all women are condemned; and to put love and

  passion into marriage。 Ah! it is a lovely dream! it is not

  impossible; it is difficult; but if realized; may it not be to the

  despair of soulsforgive me the hackneyed word〃incompris〃?



  If you seek a platonic friendship it will be to your sorrow in

  after years。 If your letter was a jest; discontinue it。 Perhaps

  this little romance is to end hereis it? It has not been without

  fruit。 My sense of duty is aroused; and you; on your side; will

  have learned something of Society。 Turn your thoughts to real

  life; throw the enthusiasms you have culled from literature into

  the virtues of your sex。



  Adieu; mademoiselle。 Do me the honor to grant me your esteem。

  Having seen you; or one whom I believe to be you; I have known

  that your letter was simply natural; a flower so lovely turns to

  the sunof poetry。 Yes; love poetry as you love flowers; music;

  the grandeur of the sea; the beauties of nature; love them as an

  adornment of the soul; but remember what I have had the honor of

  telling you as to the nature of poets。 Be cautious not to marry;

  as you say; a dunce; but seek the partner whom God has made for

  you。 There are souls; believe me; who are fit to appreciate you;

  and to make you happy。 If I were rich; if you were poor; I would

  lay my heart and my fortunes at your feet; for I believe your soul

  to be full of riches and of loyalty; to you I could confide my

  life and my honor in absolute security。



  Once more; adieu; adieu; fairest daughter of Eve the fair。



The reading of this letter; swallowed like a drop of water in the

desert; lifted the mountain which weighed heavily on Modeste's heart:

then she saw the mistake she had made in arranging her plan; and

repaired it by giving Francoise some envelopes directed to herself; in

which the maid could put the letters which came from Paris and drop

them again into the box。 Modeste resolved to receive the postman

herself on the steps of the Chalet at the hour when he made his

delivery。



As to the feelings that this reply; in which the noble heart of poor

La Briere beat beneath the brilliant phantom of Canalis; excited in

Modeste; they were as multifarious and confused as the waves which

rushed to die along the shore while with her eyes fixed on the wide

ocean she gave herself up to the joy of having (if we dare say so)

harpooned an angelic soul in the Parisian Gulf; of having divined that

hearts of price might still be found in harmony with genius; and;

above all; for having followed the magic voice of intuition。



A vast interest was now about to animate her life。 The wires of her

cage were broken: the bolts and bars of the pretty Chaletwhere were

they? Her thoughts took wings。



〃Oh; father!〃 she cried; looking out to the horizon。 〃Come back and

make us rich and happy。〃



The answer which Ernest de La Briere received some five days later

will tell the reader more than any elaborate disquisition of ours。







CHAPTER IX



THE POWER OF THE UNSEEN



  To Monsieur de Canalis:



  My friend;Suffer me to give you that name;you have delighted

  me; I would not have you other than you are in this letter; the

  firstoh; may it not be the last! Who but a poet could have

  excused and understood a young girl so delicately?



  I wish to speak with the sincerity that dictated the first lines

  of your letter。 And first; let me say that most fortunately you do

  not know me。 I can joyfully assure you than I am neither that

  hideous Mademoiselle Vilquin nor the very noble and withered

  Mademoiselle d'Herouville who floats between twenty and forty

  years of age; unable to decide on a satisfactory date。 The

  Cardinal d'Herouville flourished in the history of the Church at

  least a century before the cardinal of whom we boast as our only

  family glory;for I take no account of lieutenant…generals; and

  abbes who write trumpery little verses。



  Moreover; I do not live in the magnificent villa Vilquin; there is

  not in my veins; thank God; the ten…millionth of a drop of that

  chilly blood which flows behind a counter。 I come on one side from

  Germany; on the other from the south of France; my mind has a

  Teutonic love of reverie; my blood the vivacity of Provence。 I am

  noble on my father's and on my mother's side。 On my mother's I

  derive from every page of the Almanach de Gotha。 In short; my

  precautions are well taken。 It is not in any man's power; nor even

  in the power of the law; to unmask my incognito。 I shall remain

  veiled; unknown。



  As to my person and as to my 〃belongings;〃 as the Normans say;

  make yourself easy。 I am at least as handsome as the little girl

  (ignorantly happy) on whom your eyes chanced to light during your

  visit to Havre; and I do not call myself poverty…stricken;

  although ten sons of peers may not accompany me on my walks。 I

  have seen the humiliating comedy of the heiress sought for her

  millions played on my account。 In short; make no attempt; even on

  a wager; to reach me。 Alas! though free as air; I am watched and

  guarded;by myself; in the first place; and secondly; by people

  of nerve and courage who would not hesitate to put a knife in your

  heart if you tried to penetrate my retreat。 I do not say this to

  excite your courage or stimulate your curiosity; I believe I have

  no need of such incentives to interest you and attach you to me。



  I will now reply to the second edition; considerably enlarged; of

  your first sermon。



  Will you have a confession? I said to myself when I saw you so

  distrustful; and mistaking me for Corinne (whose improvisations

  bore me dreadfully); that in all probability dozes of Muses had

  already led you; rashly curious; into their valleys; and begged

  you to taste the fruits of their boarding…school Parnassus。 Oh!

  you are perfectly safe with me; my friend; I may love poetry; but

  I have no little verses in my pocket…book; and my stockings are;

  and will remain; immaculately white。 You shall not be pestered

  with the 〃Flowers of my Heart〃 in one or more volumes。 And;

  finally; should it ever happen that I say to you the word 〃Come!〃

  you will not findyou know it nowan old maid; no; nor a poor

  and ugly one。



  Ah! my friend; if you only knew how I regret that you came to

  Havre! You have lowered the charm of what you call my romance。 God

  alone knew the treasure I was reserving for the man noble enough;

  and trusti
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