modeste mignon-第36部分

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Mademoiselle；　a　poet　is　no　more　poetry　than　a　seed　is　a　flower。〃



〃Butscha；　I　never　saw　so　handsome　a　man。〃



〃Beauty　is　a　veil　which　often　serves　to　hide　imperfections。〃



〃He　has　the　most　angelic　heart　of　heaven〃



〃I　pray　God　you　may　be　right；〃　said　the　dwarf；　clasping　his　hands；

〃and　happy！　That　man　shall　have；　as　you　have；　a　servant　in　Jean

Butscha。　I　will　not　be　notary；　I　shall　give　that　up；　I　shall　study　the

sciences。〃



〃Why？〃



〃Ah；　mademoiselle；　to　train　up　your　children；　if　you　will　deign　to

make　me　their　tutor。　But；　oh！　if　you　would　only　listen　to　some　advice。

Let　me　take　up　this　matter；　let　me　look　into　the　life　and　habits　of

this　man；find　out　if　he　is　kind；　or　bad…tempered；　or　gentle；　if　he

commands　the　respect　which　you　merit　in　a　husband；　if　he　is　able　to

love　utterly；　preferring　you　to　everything；　even　his　own　talent〃



〃What　does　that　signify　if　I　love　him？〃



〃Ah；　true！〃　cried　the　dwarf。



At　that　instant　Madame　Mignon　was　saying　to　her　friends；



〃My　daughter　saw　the　man　she　loves　this　morning。〃



〃Then　it　must　have　been　that　sulphur　waistcoat　which　puzzled　you　so；

Latournelle；〃　said　his　wife。　〃The　young　man　had　a　pretty　white　rose　in

his　buttonhole。〃



〃Ah！〃　sighed　the　mother；　〃the　sign　of　recognition。〃



〃And　he　also　wore　the　ribbon　of　an　officer　of　the　Legion　of　honor。　He

is　a　charming　young　man。　But　we　are　all　deceiving　ourselves；　Modeste

never　raised　her　veil；　and　her　clothes　were　huddled　on　like　a　beggar…

woman's〃



〃And　she　said　she　was　ill；〃　cried　the　notary；　〃but　she　has　taken　off

her　mufflings　and　is　just　as　well　as　she　ever　was。〃



〃It　is　incomprehensible！〃　said　Dumay。



〃Not　at　all；〃　said　the　notary；　〃it　is　now　as　clear　as　day。〃



〃My　child；〃　said　Madame　Mignon　to　Modeste；　as　she　came　into　the　room；

followed　by　Butscha；　〃did　you　see　a　well…dressed　young　man　at　church

this　morning；　with　a　white　rose　in　his　button…hole？〃



〃I　saw　him；〃　said　Butscha　quickly；　perceiving　by　everybody's　strained

attention　that　Modeste　was　likely　to　fall　into　a　trap。　〃It　was

Grindot；　the　famous　architect；　with　whom　the　town　is　in　treaty　for　the

restoration　of　the　church。　He　has　just　come　from　Paris；　and　I　met　him

this　morning　examining　the　exterior　as　I　was　on　my　way　to　Sainte…

Adresse。〃



〃Oh；　an　architect；　was　he？　he　puzzled　me；〃　said　Modeste；　for　whom

Butscha　had　thus　gained　time　to　recover　herself。



Dumay　looked　askance　at　Butscha。　Modeste；　fully　warned；　recovered　her

impenetrable　composure。　Dumay's　distrust　was　now　thoroughly　aroused；

and　he　resolved　to　go　the　mayor's　office　early　in　the　morning　and

ascertain　if　the　architect　had　really　been　in　Havre　the　previous　day。

Butscha；　on　the　other　hand；　was　equally　determined　to　go　to　Paris　and

find　out　something　about　Canalis。



Gobenheim　came　to　play　whist；　and　by　his　presence　subdued　and

compressed　all　this　fermentation　of　feelings。　Modeste　awaited　her

mother's　bedtime　with　impatience。　She　intended　to　write；　but　never　did

so　except　at　night。　Here　is　the　letter　which　love　dictated　to　her

while　all　the　world　was　sleeping：



　　To　Monsieur　de　Canalis；Ah！　my　friend；　my　well…beloved！　What

　　atrocious　falsehoods　those　portraits　in　the　shop…windows　are！　And

　　I；　who　made　that　horrible　lithograph　my　joy！I　am　humbled　at　the

　　thought　of　loving　one　so　handsome。　No；　it　is　impossible　that　those

　　Parisian　women　are　so　stupid　as　not　to　have　seen　their　dreams

　　fulfilled　in　you。　You　neglected！　you　unloved！　I　do　not　believe　a

　　word　of　all　that　you　have　written　me　about　your　lonely　and　obscure

　　life；　your　hunger　for　an　idol；sought　in　vain　until　now。　You　have

　　been　too　well　loved；　monsieur；　your　brow；　white　and　smooth　as　a

　　magnolia　leaf；　reveals　it；　and　it　is　I　who　must　be　neglected；for

　　who　am　I？　Ah！　why　have　you　called　me　to　life？　I　felt　for　a　moment

　　as　though　the　heavy　burden　of　the　flesh　was　leaving　me；　my　soul

　　had　broken　the　crystal　which　held　it　captive；　it　pervaded　my　whole

　　being；　the　cold　silence　of　material　things　had　ceased；　all　things

　　in　nature　had　a　voice　and　spoke　to　me。　The　old　church　was

　　luminous。　It's　arched　roof；　brilliant　with　gold　and　azure　like

　　those　of　an　Italian　cathedral；　sparkled　above　my　head。　Melodies

　　such　as　the　angels　sang　to　martyrs；　quieting　their　pains；　sounded

　　from　the　organ。　The　rough　pavements　of　Havre　seemed　to　my　feet　a

　　flowery　mead；　the　sea　spoke　to　me　with　a　voice　of　sympathy；　like

　　an　old　friend　whom　I　had　never　truly　understood。　I　saw　clearly　how

　　the　roses　in　my　garden　had　long　adored　me　and　bidden　me　love；　they

　　lifted　their　heads　and　smiled　as　I　came　back　from　church。　I　heard

　　your　name；　〃Melchior；〃　chiming　in　the　flower…bells；　I　saw　it

　　written　on　the　clouds。　Yes；　yes；　I　live；　I　am　living；　thanks　to

　　thee；my　poet；　more　beautiful　than　that　cold；　conventional　Lord

　　Byron；　with　a　face　as　dull　as　the　English　climate。　One　glance　of

　　thine；　thine　Orient　glance；　pierced　through　my　double　veil　and

　　sent　thy　blood　to　my　heart；　and　from　thence　to　my　head　and　feet。

　　Ah！　that　is　not　the　life　our　mother　gave　us。　A　hurt　to　thee　would

　　hurt　me　too　at　the　very　instant　it　was　given；my　life　exists　by

　　thy　thought　only。　I　know　now　the　purpose　of　the　divine　faculty　of

　　music；　the　angels　invented　it　to　utter　love。　Ah；　my　Melchior；　to

　　have　genius　and　to　have　beauty　is　too　much；　a　man　should　be　made

　　to　choose　between　them　at　his　birth。



　　When　I　think　of　the　treasures　of　tenderness　and　affection　which

　　you　have　given　me；　and　more　especially　for　the　last　month；　I　ask

　　myself　if　I　dream。　No；　but　you　hide　some　mystery；　what　woman　can

　　yield　you　up　to　me　and　not　die？　Ah！　jealousy　has　entered　my　heart

　　with　love；love　in　which　I　could　not　have　believed。　How　could　I

　　have　imagined　so　mighty　a　conflagration？　And　nowstrange　and

　　inconceivable　revulsion！I　would　rather　you　were　ugly。



　　What　follies　I　committed　after　I　came　home！　The　yellow　dahlias

　　reminded　me　of　your　waistcoat；　the　white　roses　were　my　loving

　　friends；　I　bowed　to　them　with　a　look　that　belonged　to　you；　like

　　all　that　is　of　me。　The　very　color　of　the　gloves；　moulded　to　hands

　　of　a　gentleman；　your　step　along　the　nave；all；　all；　is　so　printed

　　on　my　memory　that　sixty　years　hence　I　shall　see　the　veriest

　　trifles　of　this　day　of　days；the　color　of　the　atmosphere；　the　ray

　　of　sunshine　that　flickered　on　a　certain　pillar；　I　shall　hear　the

　　prayer　your　step　interrupted；　I　shall　inhale　the　incense　of　the

　　altar；　forever　I　shall　feel　above　our　heads　the　priestly　hands

　　that　blessed　us　both　as　you　passed　by　me　at　the　closing

　　benediction。　The　good　Abbe　Marcelin　married　us　then！　The

　　happiness；　above　that　of　earth；　which　I　feel　in　this　new　world　of

　　unexpected　emotions　can　only　be　equalled　by　the　joy　of　telling　it

　　to　you；　of　sending　it　back　to　him　who　poured　it　into　my　heart　with

　　the　lavishness　of　the　sun　itself。　No　more　veils；　no　more

　　disguises；　my　beloved。　Come　back　to　me；　oh；　come　ba