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EARLY LITERARY EXPERIMENTS
TRANSFORMATION
Mine eyes are so confused�察�
My cheek it is so pale�察�
My head is so bemused�察�
A realm of fairy´tale。
I wanted�察�boldly daring�察�
Sea´going ways to follow�察�
Where a thousand crags rise soaring�察�
And Floods flow bleak and hollow。
I clung to Thought high´soaring�察�
On its two wings did ride�察�
And though storm winds were roaring�察�
All danger I defied。
I did not falter there�察�
But ever on did press
With the wild eagle's stare
On journeys limitless。
And though the Siren spins
Her music so endearing
Whereby the heart she wins
I gave that sound no hearing。
I turned away mine ear
From the sweet sounds I heard�察�
My bosom did aspire
To a loftier reward。
Alas�察�the waves sped on�察�
At rest they would not be�察�
There swept by many a one
Too swift for me to see。
With magic power and word
I cast what spells I knew�察�
But forth the waves still roared�察�
Till they were gone from view。
And by the Flood sore pressed�察�
And dizzy at the sight�察�
I tumbled from that host
Into the misty night。
And when I rose again
From fruitless toil at last�察�
My powers all were gone�察�
And all the heart's glow lost
And trembling�察�pale�察�I long
Gazed into my own breast�察�
By no uplifiting song
Was my affliction blessed。
My songs were flown�察�alack�察�
The sweetest Art was gone
No God would give it back
Nor Grace of Deathless One。
The Fortress had sunk down
That once so bold did stand�察�
The fiery glow was drowned�察�
Void was the bosom's land。
Then shone your radiance�察�
The purest light of soul�察�
Where in a changing dance
Round Earth the Heavens roll。
Then was I captive bound�察�
Then was my vision clear�察�
For I had truly found
What my dark strivings were。
Soul rang more strong�察�more free�察�
Out of the deep´stirred breast
In triumph heavenly�察�
And in sheer happiness。
My spirits then and there
Soared�察�jubilant and gay�察�
And�察�like a sorcerer�察�
Their courses did I sway。
I left the waves that rush�察�
The floods that change and flow�察�
On the high cliff to crash�察�
But saved the inner glow。
And what my Soul�察�Fate´driven
Never in flight o'ertook�察�
That to my heart was given�察�
Was granted by your look。
��written between November 1836
and February 1837��
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