eben holden-第60部分

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'I　don't　thinkyou　are　very　familiar　with　it；'said　she　presently。

'I　ought　to　be；'I　answered；　'having　loved　you　all　these　years。　

'But　you　told　me　that　…　that　you　loved　another　girl；'she　said；　her　elbow　leaning　on　the　mantel；　her　eyes　looking　down　soberly。

'When？　Where？'I　asked。

'In　Mrs　Fuller's　parlour。'

'Hope；'I　said；　'you　misunderstood　me；　I　meant　you。　

She　came　toward　me；　then；　looking　up　into　my　eyes。　I　started　to　embrace　her　but　she　caught　my　hands　and　held　them　apart　and　came　close　to　me。

'Did　you　say　that　you　meant　me？'she　asked　in　a　whisper。

'I　did。'

'Why　did　you　not　tell　me　that　night？　

'Because　you　would　not　listen　to　me　and　we　were　interrupted。　

'Well　if　I　loved　a　girl；'she　said；　'I　d　make　her　listen。'　

'I　would　have　done　that　but　Mrs　Fuller　saved　you。'

'You　might　have　written；'she　suggested　in　a　tone　of　injury。

'I　did。'

'And　the　letter　never　came　…　just　as　I　feared。'

She　looked　very　sober　and　thoughtful　then。

'You　know　our　understanding　that　day　in　the　garden；'she　added。　'If　you　did　not　ask　me　again　I　was　to　know　you　…　you　did　not　love　me　any　longer。　That　was　long；　long　ago。　

'I　never　loved　any　girl　but　you；'I　said。　'I　love　you　now；　Hope；　and　that　is　enough　…　I　love　you　so　there　is　nothing　else　for　me。　You　are　dearer　than　my　life。　It　was　the　thought　of　you　that　made　me　brave　in　battle。　I　wish　I　could　be　as　brave　here。　But　I　demand　your　surrender　…　I　shall　give　you　no　quarter　now。　

'I　wish　I　knew；'she　said；　'whether　…　whether　you　really　love　me　or　not？　

'Don't　you　believe　me；　Hope？　

'Yes；　I　believe　you；'she　said；　'but　…　but　you　might　not　know　your　own　heart。　

'It　longs　for　you；'I　said；　'it　keeps　me　thinking　of　you　always。　Once　it　was　so　easy　to　be　happy；　since　you　have　been　away　it　has　seemed　as　if　there　were　no　longer　any　light　in　the　world　or　any　pleasure。　It　has　made　me　a　slave。　I　did　not　know　that　love　was　such　a　mighty　thing。　

'Love　is　no　Cupid　…　he　is　a　giant；'she　said；　her　voice　trembling　with　emotion　as　mine　had　trembled。　'I　tried　to　forget　and　he　crushed　me　under　his　feet　as　if　to　punish　me。　

She　was　near　to　crying　now；　but　she　shut　her　lips　firmly　and　kept　back　the　tears。　God　grant　me　I　may　never　forget　the　look　in　her　eyes　that　moment。　She　came　closer　to　me。　Our　lips　touched；　my　arms　held　her　tightly。

'I　have　waited　long　for　this；'I　said　…　'the　happiest　moment　of　my　lif&　I　thought！　had　lost　you。　

'What　a　foolish　man；'she　whispered。　'I　have　loved　you　for　years　and　years　and　you　…　you　could　not　see　it。　I　believe　now''

She　hesitated　a　moment；　her　eyes　so　close　to　my　cheek　I　could　feel　the　beat　of　their　long　lashes。

'That　God　made　you　for　me；'she　added。

'Love　is　God's　helper；'I　said。　'He　made　us　for　each　other。　

'I　thank　Him　for　it　…　I　do　love　you　so；'she　whispered。

The　rest　is　the　old；　old　story。　They　that　have　not　lived　it　are　to　be　pitied。

When　we　sat　down　at　length　she　told　me　what　I　had　long　suspected；　that　Mrs　Fuller　wished　her　to　marry　young　Livingstone。

'But　for　Unde　Eb；'she　added；　'I　think　I　should　have　done　so　…　for　I　had　given　up　all　hope　of　you。　

'Good　old　Uncle　Eb！'I　said。　'Let's　go　and　tell　him。　

He　was　sound　asleep　when　we　entered　his　room　but　woke　as　I　lit　the　gas。

'What's　the　matter？'he　whispered；　lifting　his　head。

'Congratulate　us；'I　said。　'We　re　engaged。　

'Hey　ye　conquered　her？'he　enquired　smiling。

'Love　has　conquered　us　both；'I　said。

'Wall；　I　swan！　is　thet　so？'he　answered。　'Guess　I　won't　fool　away　any　more　time　here　n　bed。　If　you　childem　ll　go　in　t'other　room　I　ll　slip　into　my　trousers　an'then　ye　ll　hear　me　talk　some　conversation。　

'Beats　the　world！'he　continued；　coming　in　presently；　buttoning　his　suspenders。　'I　thought　mos'likely　ye　d　hitch　up　t　gether　sometime。　'Tain't　often　ye　can　find　a　pair　s'well　matched。　The　same　style　an　　gaited　jest　about　alike。　When　ye　goin't'git　married？　

'She　hasn　t　named　the　day；'I　said。

'Sooner　the　better；'said　JJncle　Eb　as　he　drew　on　his　coat　and　sat　down。　'Used　if　be　so　t'when　a　young　couple　hed　set　up　n　held　each　other's　han's　a　few　nights　they　was　ready　fer　the　minister。　Wish　t　ye　could　lix　it　fer　'bout　Crissmus　time；　by　jingo！　They's　other　things　goin'if　happen　then。's　pose　yer　s'happy　now　ye　can　stan'a　little　bad　news。　I've　got　if　tell　ye　…　David's　been　losin'money。　Hain　t　never　wrote　ye　'bout　it　…　not　a　word　…　'cause　I　didn　t　know　how　'twas　comin'out。　

'How　did　he　lose　it？'I　enquired。

'Wall　ye　know　that　Ow　Barker　…　runs　a　hardware　store　in　Migleyville　…　he　sold　him　a　patent　right。　Figgered　an'argued　night　an'day　fer　more　n　three　weeks。　It　was　a　new　fangled　wash　biler。　David　he　thought　he　see　a　chance　if　put　out　agents　an'make　a　great　deal　o'money。　It　did　look　jest　as　easy　as　slidin'downhill　but　when　we　come　slide　…　wall；　we　found　out　we　was　at　the　bottom　o　　the　hill　'stid　o'the　top　an'it　wan　t　reel　good　slidin　。　He　paid　five　thousan'dollars　fer　the　right　o'ten　counties。　Then　bym　bye　Barker　he　wanted　him　t'go　security　fer　fifteen　hunderd　bilers　thet　he　was　hevin'made。　I　to！'David　he　hedn　t　better　go　in　no　deeper　but　Barker；　he　promised　big　things　an'seemed　if　be　sech　a　nice　man　'at　fln　ly　David　he　up　'n　done　it。　Wall　he's　hed　'em　t'pay　fer　an'the　fact　is　it　costs　s'much　if　sell　'em　it　eats　up　all　the　profits。　

'Looks　like　a　swindle；'I　said　indignantly。

'No；'said　Uncle　El；　〃tain't　no　swindle。　Barker　thought　he　hed　a　gran'good　thing。　He　got　fooled　an'the　fool　complaint　is　very　ketchin　。　Got　it　myself　years　ago　an'I've　been　doctorin'fer　it　ever　sence。　

The　story　of　David's　undoing　hurt　us　sorely。　He　had　gone　the　way　of　most　men　who　left　the　farm　late　in　life　with　unsatisfied　ambition。

'They　shall　never　want　for　anything；　so　long　as　I　have　my　health；'I　said。

'I　have　four　hundred　dollars　in　the　bank；'said　Hope；　'and　shall　give　them　every　cent　of　it。　

'Tam'nuthin'if　worry　over；'said　Uncle　Eb。　'If　I　don'never　lose　more　n　a　little　money　I　shan　t　feel　terrible　bad。　We　re　all　young　yit。　Got　more　n　a　million　dollars　wuth　o'good　health　right　here　'n　this　room。　So　well；　I　m　'shamed　uv　it！　Man's　more　decent　if　he's　a　leetle　bit　sickly。　An'thet　there　girl　Bill's　agreed　t'marry　ye！　Why！　'Druther　hey　her　'n　this　hull　cityo'New　York。　

'So　had　I；'was　my　answer。

'Wall；　you　am'no　luckier　'n　she　is　…　not　a　bit；'he　added。　'A　good　man's　better　'n　a　gol'mine　ev　ry　time。　

'Who　knows；'said　Hope。　'He　may　be　president　someday。　

'Ther's　one　thing　I　hate；'Uncle　El　continued。　'That's　the　idee　o　　hevin'the　woodshed　an'barn　an'garret　full　o'them　infernal　wash　bilers。　Ye　can't　take　no　decent　care　uv　a　hoss　there　'n　the　stable'　they　re　so　piled　up。　One　uv　'em　tumbled　down　top　o'me　t　other　day。　'Druther　'twould　a　been　a　panther。　Made　me　s'mad　I　took　a　club　an'knocked　that　biler　into　a　cocked　hat。　'Tain't　right！　I　m　sick　o'the　sight　uv　'em。　

'They　ll　make　a　good　bonfire　someday；'said　Hope。

'Don't　believe　they　d　burn；'he　answered　sorrowfully；　'they　re　tin。　

'Couldn't　we　bury　'em？'I　suggested。

'Be　a　purty　costly　funeral；'he　answered　thoughtfully。　'Ye　d　hey　if　dig　a　hole　deeper　n　Tupper's　dingle。　

'Couldn't　you　give　them　away？'I　enquired。

'Wall；'said　he；　helping　himself　to　a　chew　of　tobacco；　'we　ve　tried　thet。　Gin　'