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so sinned。 So infuriated was he with holy zeal that he would have liked to
cut with rods the body that had preserved its beauty as a shining witness to
its infamy。 His meditations augmented his pious fury�察 �and remembering
that Thais had received Nicias in her bed�察�that idea seemed so horrible to
him that his blood all flowed back to his heart�察�and his breast felt ready to
burst。 His curses were stifled in his throat�察 �and he could only grind his
teeth。 He sprang forward and stood before her�察 �pale�察 �terrible�察 �and filled
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with the Spirit of Godlooked into her very soul�察�and then spat in her face。
She calmly wiped her face and continued to walk on。 He followed�察�
glaring at her in pious anger�察�as if she had been hell itself。 He was thinking
how he could avenge Christ in order that Christ should not avenge Himself�察�
when he saw a drop of blood that had dripped from the foot of Thais on
the sand。 Then a hitherto unknown influence entered his opened heart�察�
sobs rose to his lips�察�he wept�察�he ran and knelt before her�察�called her his
sister�察�and kissed her bleeding feet。 He murmured a hundred times�察 �My
sister�察�my sister�察�my mother�察�O most holy� ─�
He prayed
;Angels of heaven�察 �receive carefully this drop of blood�察 �and bear it
before the throne of the Lord。 And may a miraculous anemone blossom on
the sand sprinkled with the blood of Thais�察�that those who see the flower
may recover purity of heart and feeling。 O holy�察�holy�察�most holy Thais� ─�
As he prayed and prophesied thus�察�a lad passed on an ass。 Paphnutius
ordered him to descend�察�seated Thais on the ass�察�and led it by the bridle。
Towards evening they came to a canal shaded by fine trees�察�he tied the ass
to the trunk of a date palm�察�and sitting on a mossy stone he shared with
Thais a loaf�察�which they ate with salt and hyssop。 They drank fresh water
in their hands�察�and talked of things eternal。 She said
;I have never drunk water so pure nor breathed an air so light�察�and I
feel that God floats in the breezes that pass。;
;Look� �it is the evening�察�O my sister。 The blue shadows of night cover
the hills。 But soon thou wilt see shining in the dawn the tabernacles of
Light�察�soon thou wilt behold shine forth the roses of the eternal morning。;
They journeyed all night�察�and�察�while the crescent moon gleamed on the
silver crests of the waves�察�they sang psalms and hymns。 When the sun rose�察�
the Libyan desert stretched before them like a huge lion´skin。 At the edge
of the desert�察�and close to a few palm´trees�察�some white huts shimmered in
the morning light。
;Are those the tabernacles of Light�察�father�拭─�asked Thais。
;Even so�察�my daughter and my sister。 Yonder is the House of Salvation�察�
where I will confine you with my own hands。;
Soon they saw a number of women busy around the buildings�察 �like
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bees round their hives。 There were some who baked bread�察 �or prepared
vegetables�察�many were spinning wool�察�and the light of heaven shone upon
them like a smile of God。 Others meditated in the shade of the tamarisk
trees�察 �their white hands hung by their sides�察 �for�察 �being filled with love�察�
they had chosen the part of Magdalen�察�and performed no work but prayer�察�
contemplation�察 �and ecstasy。 They were�察 �therefore�察 �called the Marys�察 �and
were clad in white。 Those who worked with their hands were called the
Marthas�察 �and wore blue robes。 All wore the hood�察 �but the younger ones
allowed a few curls to show on their foreheads unintentionally�察�it is to be
presumed�察 �since it was forbidden by the rules。 A very old lady�察 �tall and
white�察 �walked from cell to cell�察 �leaning on a staff of hard wood。
Paphnutius approached her respectfully�察 �kissed the hem of her veil�察 �and
said
;The peace of the Lord be with thee�察�venerable Albina。 I have brought
to the hive�察�of which thou art queen�察�a bee I found lost on a flowerless road。
I took it in the palm of my hand�察�and revived it with my breath。 I give it to
thee。;
And he pointed to the actress�察�who knelt down before the daughter of
the Caesars。
Albina cast a piercing glance on Thais�察�ordered her to rise�察�kissed her
on the forehead�察�and then�察�turning to the monk
;We will place her�察─�she said�察 �amongst the Marys。;
Paphnutius then related how Thais had been brought to the House of
Salvation�察 �and asked that she should be at once confined in a cell。 The
abbess consented�察�and led the penitent to a hut�察�which had remained empty
since the death of the virgin Laeta�察�who had sanctified it。 In this narrow
chamber there was but a bed�察�a table�察�and a pitcher�察�and Thais when she
crossed the threshold�察�felt filled with ineffable joy。
;I wish to close the door myself�察─�said Paphnutius�察 �and put thereon a
seal�察�which Jesus will come and break with His own hands。;
He went to the side of the spring�察 �and took a handful of wet clay�察�
mixed with it a little spittle and a hair from his head�察 �and plastered it
across the chink of the door。 Then�察�approaching the window�察�near which
Thais stood peaceful and happy�察�he fell on his knees and praised the Lord
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three times。
;How beautiful are the feet of her who walketh in the paths of
righteousness� �How beautiful are her feet�察�and how resplendent her face� ─�
He rose�察�lowered his hood over his eyes�察�and walked away slowly。
Albina called one of her virgins。
;My daughter�察─�she said�察 �take to Thais those things which are needful
for herbread�察�water�察�and a flute with three holes。;
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Paphnutius had returned to the holy desert。 He took�察�near Athribis�察�the
boat which went up the Nile to carry food to the monastery of Abbot
Serapion。 When he disembarked�察�his disciples advanced to meet him with
great demonstrations of joy。 Some raised their arms to heaven�察 �others�察�
prostrate on the ground�察�kissed the Abbot's sandals。 For they knew already
what the saint had accomplished
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